Potty Mouth

Ever since I was in hospital over the Xmas holidays, I've had to rethink my Crohn's and how it affects me.  Because since then, I don't go to the bathroom as much, I'm eating more, I can drink coffee, I'm drinking a hell of alot more water, I'm eating brown bread, I can drink regular milk and I actually gained a little weight....a little.  So, why am I bitching?  All this sounds great, right?  Yes and no.  The problem is, after 22 years of figuring out what I can eat, what I can drink, when or where I can eat something knowing I'm going to have to go to the bathroom within minutes sometimes, etc.....I've had to start all over again.  I've found now that if I eat peanut butter or a banana at bedtime....most of the time I DON'T get up in the night to go to the bathroom....go figure!  What's worse...?  Because I don't go as often, I actually get abdominal pain from it building up inside and puting pressure on my surgical site, yes, the 22 year old site.  So.....
 to shit or not to shit, THAT is the question!!

Facebook

I started a Facebook page called "Artist's Laine" displaying my artwork.

Testing, testing.......

I wish the hospital closest to me had a bone density machine.  I have to drive half and hour to be there a half hour before, all for a 10 minute test!!  I mean, I've only been on Prednisone for 22 years, it's not like it's forever or anything ( insert sarcasm here) Oh well, at least I'll find out if my bones are thinning.   And won't THAT be just fantastic.....I mean to go along with the Crohn's, meds and side affects.  Yee haw!!

Which are you?

Did another painting.  Pretty much speaks for itself.  Where do you fall?

I call it, Heaven and Hell.

Welcome 2011

Well, I rang in the new year with gusto this time.  I got some sort of virus or bacterial infection just before new years and ended up in hospital because I couldn't stop going to the bathroom.  Every hour, sometimes twice an hour.  So, of course, I ended up getting dehydrated.  It took 10 in hospital to recover enough to come home.  I'm fine now, but what's really weird is I can't stop eating!!  I'm hungry all the time!!  I've switched to brewed coffee (tastes better anyway), my daily bathroom visits have reduced (yay) and I have energy!  Energy!??  I had almost forgot what that was, for gods sake.  I don't know why.....maybe something in hospital after all the antibiotics they gave me or what....don't know.  Whatever happened, it's working.


But, being who I am.......and how I look at things........I'm thinking, yeeeeeah, how long til I'm sick again?  Hmmmm

Coffee

I've discovered over the past few months that I can actually drink coffee.  But, having said that, I cannot drink instant coffee, but I CAN drink brewed coffee.  Weird I thought, but I guess they put ALOT of crap in instant coffee.  So, I guess I have to go to Tim Horton's more often....oh well....in pursuit of science and for answers, I need to do more research.

@%$#!

Sometimes I wish that Crohns had a schedule.  Because just when things are good or things are coming up.....oh, like Christmas for example, Chrons rears it's $#@! head!!  The bad intra muscular abcess I had last year, roughly at this time, appears to be reforming...$#@!!!!!!   %$##@! @$#!  Can you tell I'm a little pissed.

Been awhile.....

....but it's been busy around the house with Christmas coming.  Kids are excited, they've seen Santa and the Santa Claus parade, helped with baking the goodies, and can't wait til the big day.  Me?  Same ole, same ole.  Worrying about my health this time of year because I usually get sicker now, but nothing yet....knock on wood.  So, I managed to find time to get a painting in......Liquid Sunshine.

happy new year?

More surgery in the new year.....goodie!

Rememberance

To those who serve and have served............

Thank you